Kau takkan mengerti kerana aku Bella Swan yang terpaut pada Edward Cullen...

Down to you,
You're pushing and pulling me down to you.
But I don't know what I,
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself.
I'm saying something that I should have never thought.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself.
From saying something that I should have never thought of you.
You're pushing and pulling me down to you,
But I don't know what I want,
No I don't know what I want.
You got it, you got it,
Some kind of magic.
Hypnotic, hypnotic,
You're leaving me breathless.
I hate this, I hate this,
You're not the one I believe in.
With God as my witness.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
I'm saying something that I should have never thought.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought of you.
You're pushing and pulling me down to you.
But I don't know what I want.
No I don't know what I want.
Don't know what I want.
But I know it's not you.
Keep pushing and pulling me down,
But I know in my heart it's not you.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought of you.
I knew, I know in my heart it's not you.
I never know what I want, I want, I want,
Oh no, I should have never thought.


kerana aku telah biasa dengan kegelapan...maka aku ingin terus dalam kegelapan.biarpun disimbah cahaya kegembiraan,aku lebih selesa kaku dalam kegelapan ditemani kebaikan dan keburukan diri sendiri.
Bukan aku tak mencuba..tapi aku dah penat mencuba,dan buktinya kau juga menyisihkan aku jauh.Dari sayang...kuasa kegelapan itu buat aku jadi mual melihat kamu..langsung aku menyampah dengan bodoh sombong kamu..diam dan hanya berani berkata belakang!
Salah ke jika aku ingin menjadi bella swan memiliki cinta edward cullen yang mustahil? Kalau kamu ingin ketawa dengan angan aku...lalu aku ingin kata..betapa bodohnya kamu. kerana ia impian dan angan aku..siapa kamu untuk mengata,menyindir aku tentang impian dan angan-angan aku. barangkali kamu akan kata aku keji...tapi aku rasa kamu lebih keji....pendusta. sekurang-kurangnya..diam aku berasas dari kamu yang memungkiri janji.
kalau kamu rasa..kamu sudah cukup hebat bersama...aku boleh katakan..jelek aku mendengarnya...kelakar. hentikan lawak bodoh kamu...aku dah tak tahan nak ketawa!