Mak Cik miskin....

Kan best kalau ada duit jatuh dari langit.

Gaji dah kuar..damn hell. sikit giler....nak bayar duit umah 2+1 lagi...dah RM1500. still tak dpt cari housemate lagi. so mmg suffer la. tu blom lagi nak bayar bill internet..bil tepon..... baru je masuk tepon umah ritu...tak sampai seminggu phone ngan internet...pastu setan2 tu halau....terpaksa terminate. masuk umah baru..kena penalti...sebab pindah umah tak sampai seminggu siap activation phone ngan net. service charge + penalti+ je dah masuk dekat rm300.

tu tak campur lagi hp rosak. seb baik la cik abg aku ada 2 hp...so bleh la aku rembat hp encik honey dew. sbb tempat keje aku mmg worse la kalau takde hp. takleh nak update pape pun. damn hell sungguh. semuanya nk jd serentak. tolak duit tu..tolak duit ni..duit club la..(terpaksa gak byr walaupun tak mahu...)

dan skrang aku sungguh kesempitan wang yg teramat. nak minta tolong abah ngan along..mmg tak dpt la. bulan ni mcm2 sungguh abah ngan along nk byr. along ngan roadtax..lesen sbgai...abah plak ngan indah water..cukai tafsiran umah.. si honeydew plak....dah sebahagian duit dia topup aku ngan duit ubat aku. sian kat dia. dia pun nak pakai duit gak. mmg dia sacrifice habis utk aku. kesian la... Adoi..mmg sengsara sungguh la.

kalau la ada duit jatuh dari langit....walaupun RM 200 pun aku tak kisah..sbb satu ringgit pun amat bermakna pada aku. hopefully bulan depan tak sesuffer camni.


sebolehnya..aku taknak susahkan kawan2....diorg pun nak pakai duit. tapi...nampak gayanya...terpaksa susahkan mereka gak dan aku...susah hati bila pk kan diorg.

sedih sangat....

dah tak larat nak nanges.....

apa lagi boleh aku buat...layan je la lagu ni..


" But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry.........." *( Big Girls Dont Cry-Fergie)

dan lagu ini juga...

It's amazing
We go through changes
When times get crazy
It's up and down
It's hot and cold
These complications
Just keep on coming
There ain't no running
When it comes to life
That's how it goes
Round and round we go
Sometimes it feels like
We're on a roller coaster ride
Baby don't you know
It could eat you up
If you try to keep it all inside
Seems like hard times come easy
We do a lot of hanging on these days
But the heart finds a reason
And love always seems to find a way
Even if it hurts
Even if it hurts us baby
There's gonna be thunder
There's gonna be rain
There's gonna be those times
We both get caught up in the pain
The realization
Keeps sinking in
The way you make it
Is learn to take it on the chin
Round and round we go
It's just a another day
With trouble knocking at your door
Baby don't you know
We can work it out
'Cause we always seem to find a cure
Seems like hard times come easy
We do a lot of hanging on these days
But the heart finds a reason
And love always seems to find a way
Even if it hurts
Even if it hurts you baby
Even if it hurts
Even if it hurts you baby
Yeah, yeah-yeah
Round and round we go
Sometimes it feels like
We're on a roller coaster ride
But baby don't you know
We'll keep holding on
Through the changes that we feel inside
Seems like hard times come easy
We do a lot of hanging on these days
But the heart finds a reason
And love always seems to find a way..." *(Hard times come easy-Richie Sambora)


sapa2 yg menderma duit kat aku...barang seratus dua..boleh la ..mencontact aku. hahaha...damn hell! sumpah aku miskin giler bulan ni. Tapi dah takleh nak susahkan Fiq ngan Izwan. Cukup la apa yg diorg dah tolong. takmo diorg terlibat lagi.

oh ya...almost lupa....takziah pada keluarga Din Beramboi. Arwah menghembuskan nafas terakhir kelmarin. and it seriously upset me down. Nnt dah tak dpt dengar sawancara dan drama sebabak di riuh pagi era... pagi2 dah tak boleh ketawa sorang2 lagi. kalau tak mesti gelak or sengih sorang2 dengar sawancara Pak Nil ngan Din beramboi.