Sad mood again...

Okeh..mood tgh sedih. la la la...tak tau nak tulis apa sbb sedihZ!

Isnin ni... IB dengan bebudak B.E.S.T. Rindu giler nak lepak ramai2 ngan diorg.Tak tau la..camana huru hara nnt kat IB malam Isnin ni. hahaha...

Still in sad mood. so layan je la video kat bawah ni.

"bust da windows...."

Entah kenapa,lagu ni mengingatkan aku pada picanto mucho. lawak tul jadinya. Mungkin boleh buat cam lagu ni....kalau tak suka, then dia sakitkan hati..just bust the car window. hahaha..funny!

tapi aku mmg suka lagu ni. ekekkeh...
jom nyanyi sama2! hehehe *wink*

I bust the windows out ya car
And no it didn’t mend my broken heart
I’ll probably always have these ugly scars
But right now I don’t care about that part

I bust the windows out ya car
After I saw you laying next to her
I didn’t wanna but I took my turn
I’m glad I did it cause you had to learn…

I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you’d feel when you saw it
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when…

You see can’t just play with people’s feelings
Tell them you love them and don’t mean it
You’ll probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile

I bust the windows out ya car
You know I did it cause I left my mark
Wrote my initials with the crowbar
And then I drove off into the dark

I bust the windows out ya car
You should feel lucky that that’s all I did
After five whole years of this bullshit
Gave you all of me and you played with it

Oooh, ahh…
I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you’d feel when you saw it
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when…

You see you can’t just play with people’s feelings
Tell them you love them and don’t mean it
You’ll probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile

But it don’t comfort to my broken heart
You could never feel how I felt that day
Until it happens baby you don’t know pain

Oooh, Yeah, I did it (Yeah I did it)
You should know it (You should know it)
I ain’t sorry (I ain’t sorry)
You deserved it (You deserved it)

After what you did to me (After what you did)
You deserved it (You deserved it)
I ain’t sorry (I ain’t sorry)
No, no, oh… (I ain’t sorry)

You broke my heart
So I broke ya car
You caused me pain (You caused me pain)
So I did the same

Even though all that you did to me was much worse
I had to do something to make you hurt, yeah
Oh, but why am I still cryin’?
Why am I the one whose still cryin’?

Oh, oh, you really hurt me baby
You really, you really hurt me baby
Hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey
Now watch me yule
Now watch me yule
I bust the windows out ya car…

"Sweep the streets I used to own.."

I need space. i need to relax and calm down.
Life is something unpredictable.

well..still the same one... an adrenaline-junkie in process of maturity.

Pokerface! hahahaha...

lompat si katak lompat!!!! (tah pape je title..)

Malam tadi baru je lepak dengan bebudak B&E. Tapi yang paling best..Aqib join sekali lepak. Dgn tak plannya...ajak bebudak ni lepak minum dekat kedai depan umah.

keadaan kesihatan aku semakin baik. Yelah..hari sabtu yang lepas adalah hari pertama aku mengajar di UITM. Walaupun aku mengajar benda yang senang..mudah...tapi tanggungjawab mengajar tu bukan mudah utk di galas. Nah..aku mmg respect habis la pada lecturer dan golongan cikgu-cikgu ni sbb berani dan sanggup mengalas tanggungjawab besar ni. Dan kerana terlalu besar tanggungjawabnya la..balik dari mengajar..aku sampai demam selesema. hahaha.... Alasan kan! hahaha...

Rini aku off day. Manakal bebudak B&E ada meeting besar2an tadi. HoneyB insyaallah takkan incharhe book fair lagi..dan lepas ni Mr HoneyB akan bertugas di department Exhibition plak. dan aku sendiri..masih lagi belum beri kata putus untuk berada dalam department mana. ahahaha.... SPY ada offer aku position di SPY...tapi..aku tak rasa aku sanggup. Dgn kerja part time aku..dgn hobi aku yang memang tak bersesuaian aku berterusan di SPY. Aku tak sanggup habiskan weekend aku cam loser bosan melayan karenah customer2 yang cam haram belagak sombong padahal..hampeh!

Antara customer2 yang aku kata cam haram ni adalah customer yang bajet dia pandai tapi tak tau pape. kadang2 aku cam sarkastik giler dgr ayat diorg. sampaikan aku bleh je kuarkan ayat penyata, "excuse me...u atau i yang keje kat sini?" bajet cam pandai lebih je! selain itu juga..manusia2 yg tak paham..apa maksud "NT" dan "OP" .tak hairan la ramai customer yang dapat ayat tak paham bahasa dengan aku. Maka dengan itu..jelas la aku mmg tak cukup sabar nk jd head utk frontliner.

Lagipun..aku rasa loser gilerrr sbb aku terpaksa missed banyak performances...gig dan arts show disebabkan jadual keje yang damn f*ck tak menentu. tu belum lagi aku kira ngan aktiviti2 gathering..sessi mengambil gambar..wedding kwn2 yang aku dah banyak giler missed. hohoho..sumpah...aku rasa cam kera kura2 tertinggal tren je. hhuhuhu...

Cam banyak giler membebel pasal keje aku. Padahal aku suka je keje aku ni..hahahaha....Oklah...better get off dulu. sok keje morning. huhuhuhu.......hopefully sok tak terbabas and be punctual masuk keje. huhuhu....

last but not least...layan lagu ni je la eyh.




p/s : sok je la main ikan. hehehe....

scary

Feel like this pic.

Am i fit enough to teach tommorow? huwaaa...

menyesal...siot tak pikir panjang!

My Wish ...

Arini, seperti yang dijanjikan....aku jumpa Wan. Setahun....cepat sungguh masa berlalu. dah setahun setengah kami tak berjumpa...Pertemuan selama beberapa jam tu...sangat penuh dengan pelbagai kisah. satu topik ke satu topik...

ye.terlalu banyak kisah. dan kisah itu menarik aku kembali menulis di sini......

kisah pertama...kisah pasal "piccanto mucho amo" .... hahaha..cam kelakar bila aku panggil piccanto mucho amo..dah cam nama kereta. hahaha.... sebenarnya bila nak jumpa wan..aku dah expect dah benda2 cam ni for sure keluarnya.

Piccanto mucho amo skrang ni dah jd budak paling annoyed. skrang dia dah tak keje kat proton sebaliknya dah keje kat Pasir Gudang dlm industry oil and gas. Great! itu yang dia nak pun selama ni..so all the best la to him. Plus, bak kata Wan jugak,dia bakal menamatkan zaman bujangnya since dia mengelabah abes skrang ni...so..bagus la kan. Terkilan? hahaha...bohong la ckp hati tak terasa...tapi...ntah rasa happy lebih dari sedih. tu tandanya..aku ngan piccanto mucho amo tu mmg takleh get along together2 la..hahahahaha....

berita kedua yang aku dapat dari Wan, memang aku tak jangka. Kesibukan keje....ditambahkan dgn subset-subset kawan2 yang aku sekeliling aku betul2 buat aku lupakan Abang Ame. Abang Ame skrang tgh tak stabil. Dia baru je kehilangan ayahanda tercinta. takziah. aku turut simpati. mula-mula, dengar cam takde terasa apa..setakat terkejut..tapi pas aku balik dari jumpa Wan, HoneyB minta aku temankan dia ke DBKL untuk buat lesen pameran.Time tu entah kenapa..hati aku lain mcm terasa sakit. kemudian....si Ben pula bleh game kan aku dgn HoneyB..apa lagi..kesudahannya sampailah aku ngan honeyB kat Great Eastern Mall. Hahahaha...Abg Ame punya former office. Demmit! hati aku sakit.

otak aku mmg takleh nak fokus. keje semakin banyak...tambah pula aku dah dapt jadual2 utk kelas2 KI....sumpah pasni aku mmg bz dan dalam kesibukkan tu...entah apa plak akan terjadi. Cuma aku harapkan yang terbaik utk Abg Ame. So..utk abg ame...lagu my wish ni aku dedicated kat dia... be strong k!

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you wanna go,
And if you’re faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin’ till you find the window,
If it’s cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile.
But more than anything, more than anything…

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you’re out there getting where you’re getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but you never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,

And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God’s grace, in every mistake,
And always give more than you take.
But More than anything, yeah, more than anything…
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you’re out there getting where you’re getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish. Yeah.

hati..cepatlah baik. Apa yang terjadi...tak baik utk kesihatan. Skrang bukan masa utk penuh beremosi.

jangan sedih lagi ye abg ame......dan hati juga.takut nnt ada juga hati lain yg sedih...

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Aku bosan!

Books Geek....

To all books lovers..

Starting from 1st July til 4th July..MPH are having a MPH Members Sale in their whole outlet in Malaysia. Discount 20% to all books and magazines...and some selected titles...members entitle discount up until 50%. Stationery...Cards and Game also being discount during this sale.

dont miss it.

Oh ya..almost forgot...MPH also having a bookfair in The Weld (nearby KL Tower). Great discout waiting for all up til 70%. Do drop by then.

C Ya there! Ops...dont forget to bring ur membership card too!!!!!!!

(p/s : keje banyak giler sial..gaji pun tak masuk lagi..huhuhu)